“Elizabeth, you are so much older and more mature than I am. You are seventeen and I am merely sixteen, trying to find my way in a new and unfamilia... environment. It is way too early for me to be considering a future that is so far away. You know royals are not required to marry within their class. Yes, there are a few restrictions, but at the university you will encounter few people who are not eligible.”“You don’t care for me.”“That is not what I said. What would you do if we became involved. While our fathers drank beer, bullshitted and watched the fishing lines, our mothers drinking coffee and watching lines now the youngest k**s slept soundly in sleeping bags on top of camp cots in the Elgins, family tent, trying to avoid the annoying mosquitoes that a stiff breeze was keeping most away, repellant hopefully keeping the braver ones away. Sandra a year younger than me at f******n she loved to have sexy games with me. She,d beat me off a few times as I,d played “stinky finger” with. Nothing special you might think. Anyone can do that by looking at body language, that sort of thing. Most people can be fairly accurate with the gauging, others are totally blind to the obvious. Sharon, on the other hand, was 100% accurate. Not long after she hit puberty she began to realise when boys were lusting after her. She’d been fairly early to hit puberty, probably the first girl in her year to need a bra, and went on to a full 36C, so guys always tended to be interested in her. She’d. ”I was determined to not let anything show at all. I took my seat and looked ahead 2 rows. Jennie was sitting next to a guy her own age. I wondered about that during the entire Mass. I don’t remember what the sermon topic was because my mind was generating all kinds of unholy thoughts. The words just sort of flowed around me without entering my consciousness.After Mass, I saw Jennie clearly flirting with the guy she had been sitting next to. Gritting my teeth, knowing it had to happen, I simply.