I was lost in her, I mean me. We were oneand the same. I would deny it later, but I think right then I knew Iwouldn?t live without her again. I just d...dn?t know how much I wouldlive with her?yet.I stood there looking like a lingerie model in a Sear?s catalogue forwhat seemed like an eternity. I felt vulnerable. I imagined that allgirls felt that way. Betty was behind the costume racks getting dressed.When she emerged I was stunned. Betty was a long haired, long leggedbeauty in a yellow single. !Ye sun kar me bolaAkash – kyaa.. .?Toh aunty boliAunty – kuch nahi ye batao kaha par chot aayi heMene kaha per me aur apni jangh par ishara karte huve lund ke lust pas wali gap parAkash – yaha par bhi. .Aunty – isliye kehti hun ke dyan se chalo agar thodi si bhi upar ya side me lagti toh kya hota tere future ka.Me sharma gaya Fir aunty iodex lekar aayi tab mene kahaAkash – nahi aunty iodex nahi bohot jalta he ye aap thoda sa tel garam kar lo uski malish se dard kam ho jaegaAunty – thik he abhi. "Do I know him?" I enquired pathetically."Yes, it's Jason, the big black guy I work with."I did remember him from her office Christmas party. A huge, good looking man of 23, the same age as Jane. He treated me quite contemptuously when I was introduced to him, I got the impression that he considered me a wimp, which I have increasingly found that I am."Has he....?" I began to say, but was cut off by Jane."No, he hasn't fucked me yet, but we have had some heavy petting sessions in his car, and I. These thoughts kept me occupied until my gate came intoview and the path down to the farm, which being on a downwards slope madeit easier for me to lug my bag filled with heavy text books down it,pausing several times to flex and change my now aching hands.Eventually walking through the back door and heavily dropping my schoolbag I was greeted by my aunt who asked me how my day went. Pausing tocatch my breath had her laughing merrily at the sight of me and a fewsympathetic words followed by the.