.. please-"Don't do this…Her lips touch mine lightly, and she sighs at the contact, pressing harder. And I can't stop myself from responding, can't ...top my arms from wrapping around her and drawing her closer. And I feel like I'm falling apart. Like I'm crumbling.I pull back, breaking free of her and I back away, my hands up defensively. My breath is uneven, and I feel this turmoil in me. Because I want to kiss her again."Why? Why can't you... tell me?"She sighs, crossing to her bed and sitting. I wanted to feel his hands on my bare skin, to feel his lips touch me, to feel him inside of me.I needed him.I needed to feel like a woman.I needed him to make me feel the way I wanted to feel.We paused for air, and looked deep into each others eyes.I saw a glimmer of uncertainty in his.“Jess, maybe we shouldn’t. I’m still married, Katie is talking about working things out…”I leaned my head against his.“So tell me Tommy, what exactly do you think your wife is doing right now?”He. It is kind of scary that I would be so far gone."She pulled me into a quick shower and as we were drying off Crystal explained, "How you were then, is how Aaron has been since you were hit with lightning, only he did not spend years getting that way. His family has had him under really close watch to make sure he does not commit suicide. They recruited cousins and his sisters to have someone around him all of the time, even in the bathroom. They take turns sleeping in his bed in case he gets up. As usual I used to apply the brakes and her soft boobs used to crush in my back, she asked me if I am in a naughty mood to which I replied I am always,When I dropped her she asked me to come in and have some tea. I agreed to it as I am very fond of tea and never miss a chance to drink it. When we entered the house, there was no one and she opened the door with the spare key she had with her. We both rested for some time and I started some music. I asked her to dance with me and she accepted,.