But inside my mind Isensed I was with an extraordinarily sensual woman, and even if I wasyears from puberty, I developed a kind of crush on my mom. No... a sexualcrush involving a sex act, per se, but an emotional, loving crush thatmanifested itself by close human to human affection. I loved to spendtime with her. Especially because we lived in our farmhouse, just thetwo of us, we were sort of like on a desert island together,particularly on the weekends.Sometimes at night when I started to get. .that would be the perfect vehicle for the drug. Withthe drug administered, he would be played the cd and once he listened tothe audio cd once, he would be hooked on putting the headphones on beforehe went to bed. While he slept he would be dosed with feminine ideals andstandards. The second part of the program began immediately as well. It involved alittle pink pill which contained intense levels of female hormones. Thesewould soften and feminize his outside appearance which would help. ‘Yes, go on.’ I laughed, ‘you are supposed to be on holiday anyway.’ I turned to Maggie, ‘It’s OK by me, I can finish off on my own… no problem.’ I walked back down to the garden centre with Emma who wanted to change out of her work clothes before going into town, and waited with her at the side gate until Maggie pulled up in the Range Rover. Just as the car pulled up Emma turned to me, ‘I’d rather stay here with you, Jay.’ she said quietly. ‘No you wouldn’t.’ I replied laughing, ‘Go and have a. "Your outfit is on the bed," his mother told him as he reached back,grabbing hold of his wet pony as for some reason it just felt different."Change and I'll bring you down."As his mother went into the bathroom to finish getting herself ready, heflipped his pony to his shoulder, noticing his wet pony had been Frenchbraided like she often did to his sister, and swung from a higherposition than normal at the back of his head. It didn't matter anyway ashe spotted the mint colored cotton panties and.