I didn'tbelieve that it would actually stop on me. I was enjoying everyone elseplaying. "Sit on Jeff's lap," Todd says. I look bewildered. Jeffrep...ats Todd's instructions with a little more affirmation. What isgoing on here, I think. We were playing an innocent game of spin thebottle and now I'm told to sit bare naked on another man's lap. Withshaking hands and legs, I slide up and onto his lap with a great deal ofcare not to allow my privates to be seen above the table. I can feel. Maybe 100. His room was small, so the proximity was like sitting in the front row of a theater. Wow. The players were almost life-size. The only place to sit was on his bed. A queen bed. It'll be snug, but I was past Carl's nudity and cracked open yet another beer and settled in just as Jim excused himself for a bathroom run. I would never have guessed that I'd be lying next to a naked man, but there I was. In the recesses of my mind, I began to envy the freedom that Carl had. Nude in front of. I was sober enough to give Dick a head start to the office, and followed two steps behind him all the way to a place I'd never been before: the men's room of the Jolly Roger Bar & Grill. There was a urinal on the wall, a toilet with the seat up right next to it, and a sink. The place smelled like urine and some malodorous bowel movements that were solely attributable to men and perhaps bears. But I knew that bears did not frequent the Jolly Roger.After taking in my new surroundings, I found Big. Natalie and Bob, after what you told each other and us yesterday, we have to consider Bob really to be part of this family."As part of the family, Bob, you deserve and need to know what went on and what's been going on. Don and I discussed this last night; we have no reservations about your being discreet or tight-lipped about family business. Don's only concern was if I could go through this again."Don knows pretty much everything I'm going to say. Natalie probably knows only some, since she.