Hard to do when your salivary glands seem to have gone on strike! I reach for my water and take a drink. Very cold, very refreshing, it helps for the ...oment. As I look back at you, I smile shyly. Why am I shy? I wish I could say. As I gaze at you, I feel lost. It’s like you aren’t the man I’ve known all these years, and I’m confused. I know you are that same man, and that just confuses me more. Why didn’t I see this man, the one who seems to have appeared out of nowhere, all these years? This. Vicky and I met later that night. It was already dark out so we wandered up to the barn for some privacy. Nobody blinked an eye at that. It wouldn't have been the first time that I took someone there for a role in the hay. We greeted the dogs when we got there and I took a moment to look in on the animals. Once that was done, I pulled out a thermos of coffee that I'd spiked with Bailey's. I'd figured a warm drink on a chilly night would be better than a couple of beers. Vicky accepted a cup. If we kill Carlisle, then Haures no longer has any reason to come after you.”“But it’s not just Carlisle,” Ryan replied, “this is an organization that kills summoners. I’m not a Watcher or a Nephilim, I’m not a demon, I’m just ... some guy. All it takes to permanently kill me is an especially hard punch. Even if Haures is out of the picture, there’s still an army of corrupt cops out for my blood, and whoever else might be on their payroll. Just who the hell are these people?”Gamori saw fit to. As I study Kioko's determined face, I think about what I read about their beliefs surrounding birds. The Nazulu believe the birds are the souls of humans. After you have been reincarnated seven times on earth, you reach the glorious state of a bird, achieving the ability to ascend into the air. This is the only creature of air, land, and water and symbolizes the ultimate earthly freedom. This is a truly beautiful thought to me. Isn't ultimate freedom something anyone would love?Furthermore,.