I don't even know her name."Johnny was staring at the beauty. She stopped to talk to a couple of men across the room and they all offered her champagn.... She looked bored and her eyes kept looking towards Johnny's direction."I think she likes you buddy," the bartender said to Johnny.Johnny scoffed. "Yeah right. I mean look at her. She's so... beautiful."Johnny watched the young lady walk from man to man hoping to find a good conversation. The men were practically throwing themselves to her.. .. Not until he's in your stomach. Because of her particular taste in self-destruction, Becca had never experienced an orgasm before and wanted her first time to be special.Becca learned that her body responded better to a game of good cop, bad cop. If relaxation did not get the result she wanted, her artificial orifices were in for a punishing pounding and would usually yield the moment she resumed her calm meditation. She ground her cervix into submission, spread open the piercing at the top. Amulet, for lack of a better word. About the size of a quarter, it was in the shape of two interlocking circles with crosses beneath them, and at the center of each cross was a dark red ruby. When you touched it, you felt a curious sensation, a strange power, and you felt compelled to place the amulet chain around your neck. It touched just above and between your breasts, and where it touched, the skin was slightly whitened, as if you'd been wearing it while tanning. Although you'd been awake. It was not until a week or so later that I got the courage to investigate. I looked through the grimy windows to see junkies and street kids living there. It was a squat with candles being the cause of the dim lighting. There were several mattresses strewn on the ground; and one person had needles in their arm. Others were walking around near naked or having sex; I was appalled and shocked at the sight. Matthew grew tired of me and stopped answering my knocks on the window completely. My.