He was amazed by the anti-sex of western culture; if it wasn't crude lists of sexual escapades without philosophical meaning found in the pornography ...rom the 18th century to the present Penthouse letters, or the clinical, almost embarrassed marriage manuals, it was the brutal, fucked up political manifestos of de Sade or the Story of O. Even Sir Richard Burton's translations of the Kama Sutra were not only Indian texts, but more a sex manual than a philosophical/religious treatise. Because of. .It clearly showed my 32size manboobs cleavage as it was exact fit to wear and I wore tight blue colour leggings so that my things are clearly visible ,then I wore my ear ring ,nose ring ,navel chain ,payal ,blue coloured bangles,mangalsutra ,kajal ,mascara, light pink colour lipstick and I put pony tail to my hair and had kumkum on my forehead once I saw me in the mirror I was surprised how beautiful I am and worried why I was born as a boy and sprayed lavender ladies perfume and knocked the. I was right on her heels trying to get out of the house as fast as I possibly could. We came up to the entry way of the hall were Bridgett pretty much stood right in the way, well until she was literally pushed aside by Crystal, and strode right past her. Even though I knew what was going to happen but I couldn’t help but look at her. She was shooting daggers at me that sent chills down my spine instantly making me wish I still had my long hair so I could at least in some way hide. I turned. Anyway, then she asked if I just "get off" on doing nice things for her. Well that is basically it, so I shrugged and said "yes". And she leaned forward and patted me on the head and said "Good girl"! Like a child or a dog! It was like this electric shiver went through me. It made me very aware of the way I kneel at her feet and I felt embarrassed the way she treats me, but I also felt REALLY happy that I had pleased her. I mean REALLY happy. It seems silly how happy such a little thing.