I have been doing what a newly transsexed man to woman would do immediately: I have been playing with my new play toys for a while. At first I blew a...fuse almost right away - saw the stars and the comets. Shit! It might have been an orgasm - or I just might have been playing with new dynamite and had it go off. It was NOT a man's pleasure I felt there - too general and internal - too much of a buzz! Whole body - whole mind sorta thing!!! Wow - I need to work with this... one thing is for. I wanted to be close by my father in case Walter got some news that sent him into a rage.I saw him leave my room about ten minutes later and then saw him come out of his room and head into the bathroom for awhile. When he came out again, he was wrapped in a towel and just went back into his bedroom and closed the door. I stayed downstairs until after ten and then went up and showered and went to bed.I found that I was just as tense going to bed as I had been before Walter left for college. I. He could feel the pulse of blood in the arteries there, and wondered about the other pulsings of his blood. He leaned down as he allowed his hand to slide slowly along the bare chest, skittering lightly across the nipples and muscles beneath, his hand skirting the sheet in piles above it as it caressed the warm flesh of it encountered in it's travels. A sigh made itself heard then, a sigh of lust and wanting, he sighed in return, but his was the sound of anticipation.Indentations made. When I reached the lobby and walked through it, I felt all eyes turn to me,every man lusted after me and every woman hated and envied me. I heardseveral winces as wives elbowed their other halves to remind them to lookbut not touch. I could barely hide my smile as I walked past all of them,walking sensuously in my heels along the carpet and out to the taxi bank.Giving the bellhop a good look at my cleavage as he held the taxi door openfor me, I slipped into the taxi and crossed my long legs,.