As she worked a little satin bow into my hair she had commented that myhair would grow out in no time. This worried me and made me think thatshe would...'t be done with me anytime soon.In addition to the makeup she had completely shaved and Naired my bodyand splashed me with a floral body splash and a feminine smellingperfume. I noticed my dress that hung just above knee length and theshiny floral pattern of the rayon fabric and how the slips and skirtrustled as I turned to look myself over and. .f..f..feel like I do when I want to.....oh god....just forget it...I'm just a mess.", and turned to walk away again.Again Shirley stopped her and asked her directly, "Karen do you mean you get turned on thinking of a girl or woman sexually sometimes?" Yeah, I know I'm really a mess. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't control it and it really makes me confused. Sometimes the only way I can quit thinking about it is to.....t.touch....you know..mast....oh god you think I'm horrible. It all came to a head when for the first time ever i sprayed since i came so harrd. couldnt believe it!i hurried back to my fiancee who was none the wiserthings calmed for a while but a month or so later i was drunk and after a fight with my bf sent more topless pics.within the hour i was naked in the old mans living room and again ramming his dick into my throat so much as it was a challenge for a man of his age to maintain an erection.eventuallty he shoved my head away from his lap and i got. It’s one thing to be falling for her. But now I’m having sexual thoughts about her as well. I wonder if she’s even entertained the idea of having sex? No, that’s stupid. I mean, she’s so sweet and innocent. Surely she’s still a virgin.But then again, what if she’s not? There’s still plenty of things I don’t know about her. Why do I feel so good all of a sudden? It’s like I had just finished jerking off. No. It can’t be. Whatever. Time to get up.We both had breakfast. Today we decided to do some.