I felt the burning hole in my heart get bigger as I watched Jeff and five other guys carrying the casket from the hearse to the grave. I wasn't carryi...g the casket because I didn't deserve to carry it, injury or not, and I could tell from the way people looked at me that they knew it.Jeff sat with Fuzz's family, with Jeff's parents and Fuzz's grandparents behind them. That put me two rows behind Jeff and the Behrs, by my choice, even though Mrs. Behr asked me to sit with them. I didn't feel. Now i m come to my story dont wasting time any more mein ek saadi suda insaan hun meri saadi ko panch saal ho chuke hein , meri age 28 years he , mein bahut dino se kisi extra marrital aafair ke bare mein sooch raha tha , mein ye to nahi jaanta ki joo ISS pe story hoti he wo sach ya jooth magar haan itna jaanta hun ki bina aag ke dhuan nahi uthtaMeri searching chalu thi . kabhi net pe kabhi phone pe magar kahin nahi baat bani . phir ek din mein khali betha hua orkut pe betha wahan mujhe ek. Just as the junk started working, Ralph suddenly realized he was hungry. He decided to try a new pizza place he had heard of called “Traversable Wormhole Pizza”. “Hi, I’d like to order a 12” sausage with mushrooms and extra cheese.” said Ralph. “When would you like that delivered?” asked the voice on the phone. “Well,” began Ralph “I just shot up some heroin a couple minutes ago, so I really couldn’t eat it now. I’m really hungry. Why don’t you send it over about 15 minutes ago.” . They both turned and were looking at me. Not knowing what to do next, I just ran away, back downstairs and into the basement. I was relieved to see that all the other girls were asleep. I laid down to go to sleep but I couldn't get the image out of my head and before I knew it, I was touching myself again. I couldn't keep doing it with my friends sleeping around me so I snuck into the bathroom, got completely naked and fingered myself on the bathroom floor. I went at it for what seemed.