She was grinding herself against my lips and tongue; pulling me tighter and tighter. My tongue darted into her hole, and found her moist heat. As my t...ngue lashed in and out, I felt her thighs wrap around my neck holding me there. She started trashing around, while her calves pulling my back into her. I must have been down nearly two minutes when I felt her pulling me to surface. I took several breaths to recover and with one arm wrapped around her, I squeezed her firm breast. Her nipples had. It would have been out in the open, where she would have had no choice but to be honest with me. I can forgive the infidelity, I cannot forgive the deceitful lies.She chose to keep her affair a secret. She disconnected her emotions from me and attached them to another. Leaving me adrift with feelings of emptiness, loneliness, self doubt and questioning my own sanity because she kept telling me, that I was imagining things. That it was all in my head.In many of my true stories, here on. .Sue and I had worked together for years now. We had always been close, and I suppose you could say we had a special bond. Living together and working together made us this way. I always looked at her differently at work and she at me, but I just thought that's normal considering the situation with us living together as well.I had been in a relationship with Missy for nearly a year and we decided to step things up and rent a place to live together. Considering the prices though we couldn't. I see now that I was learning more then sexual technique, that I was also learning how to serve another, how to fulfill my need to be submissive, how to beg for my needs.I began to masturbate myself almost every night and had some success in achieving minor orgasm that at the time pleased me. On nights when I was able to hear my parents making love in their room it was far easier for me to reach orgasm. Over the next year or so, I would frequently ask my mother to join me when my father was.