.hum na bhut doctors ko cheack kar waya or woo sab dr ya hei khata tha ka sab kuch normal hai means hum dono main koi problem nahi ha .lakin us ka baw...jood mara husband muja pregnent nahi kar paa raha thaa, main family waloon ka tana sun sun kar tang ay chuki thee or husband bhi divorce dainay ka liye tayaar thaa,or khata ka ager child na huwa too main tum ko choor doon ga main bhut pershan rahney lagi thee. Mari aik cousion ko Allah na rahmat ka farishta bana kar UK sa baj dia ,woo muj sa. Slow and tentative, exploring, touching the remembered with new appreciation. It wasn't the powerful couplings of twenty somethings, but mature love with all its' ramifications. Thanks to the pill Amy got me I made a respectable showing.Habit of a lifetime, I was up first and made coffee. Amy of course was right behind me, and as we sat and sipped coffee, considering our new life, Ce staggered to the table.After a second cup and everyone was cognizant, I asked the obvious."What now?"Amy took. Oh my god, I am! I showered and changed, jumped in the car and drove the fourteen miles to my in-laws' house. I opened the door and walked in, my heart was racing both with fear and excitement."Hi John, you didn't text back so I wasn't sure if you were going to come or not. Tea?" She asked.As she turned to make tea I looked at her in a way I never had before. Her body was remarkable for a woman in her sixties. She had long dark hair and a trim figure. Her breasts weren't that big but still. "I feel a new feeling towards them - indifference. And my mind floods with these new thoughts: Jake, my writing, my photography, all the possibilities open to me. It's almost like a poor-sighted person trying on glasses for the first time. My view has drastically changed. ~~~July 4th, 9:00 pmAs I walk up the hill, he slowly comes into view. My pace quickens with my heart rate. Looking around, it is the same hill we were on the other day, but the flowers are more prolific, the grass is greener,.