” I threw up my hands and spun in a circle of frustration. “I can hear what everyone back home would say. I don’t need Faith telling mom about i... only to have her coming out here, along with Alyssa, to console Faith while condemning me.”Tanner held up his hands defensively. “Hold on there, kid. You’re getting ahead of yourself. You haven’t actually done anything, have you?”I stopped and it felt like the whole warehouse was vibrating around me. “No, but I can’t stop thinking about it every time. My behavior has been utterly inexcusable and I admit it. I’m genuinely sorry about a great many things, but I am especially sorry I nearly drove away the only good man who was ever willing to attempt to offer me his true and genuine love. I do not deserve you, and I need to be reminded of this fact often. I think I know what awaits me when we get home at the ranch, and I’m not going to like it. But I will deserve every bit of it and more. If my Father asks you to do anything at all, do it. Seeing an erect man for the first time knowing that it is going to be putinside her is alarming and being tense it hurts as it goes in. On our firstnight together I had no fear of you it was lovely as it is every time we makelove. You are a real man and I enjoy giving myself to you but with him it hadto be done and he was very young and inexperienced remember how we fumbledbefore we knew how to please each other. The worse part was not what he doneto me, but as a young and innocent girl being. ” I couldn’t get the thought that it might be my wife that Ron was fucking out of my mind. I was constantly thinking about it for the next two days and I had almost a permanent erection. When I would get home she would be waiting up for me. She smelled freshly showered and had put on perfume. When we got in bed she sucked my cock like she was trying to suck it off. I fucked her deep and hard and she kept telling me how much she loved me.Finally I had to find out if it was her or if I was.