Taking my room key, I opened the door and left the room. The nighttime air was thick and hazy with fog hanging in the air. I couldn't think straight, ... couldn't sleep. I needed a sounding board; I needed to talk to Greg.Picking one of our rented rooms at random, I knocked on the door, hoping Greg hadn't gone to sleep yet. Jean answered the door. For some reason my tongue clove to the roof of my mouth. I had to struggle to say something intelligible."Uhm, can I come in Jean?" I managed. Stepping out of the shower, Kathy Lynn was holding my towel. She started drying my back as she continued talking."And I can't believe how Sunny has taken to everyone. All the other girls are like super! It's like having a bunch of sisters to help me. I mean they just take her and play with her and everything. Really, they're spoiling her rotten. She's like a totally different child now. She talks all the time. And the pool! Sunny just loves the water. I was scared at first, but Nicky and Amy. ." I won't live with a cheater. My intent is to divorce you, I've brought the divorce documents. I'll give them to you," I interrupted her last weak attempt.She resigned, weeping, "I understand you won't change your mind. Could I contact you if the kids have some matter?"I responded in a calm manner, "Yes my mobile will be on and I want a normal contact with you for our children, but I'll live somewhere else now and unless the children have a problem don't disturb me for a month. We'll discuss. I felt I was learning about life through his experiences. During the course of our time together, he’d helped me discover my sensual side. He let me express my dreams, my desires, my needs both mental and physical. I found that I wasn’t a ‘prude’ like I’d been labeled all those years in school. I yet had to experience any relationship with a flesh and blood human being, but I was no longer without hopes that I could be a lover if given the chance. I just needed the chance. My curiosity was.