"Finally, some solitude and I can totally relax" I whispered to myself. The warm water was so relaxing that I almost fell asleep. I have dozed off and...my head was just above the water. As I come to my senses I hear whispers of what seemed to be women whispering. I did not mind at first since the men and women's bath are so close to each other I thought the ladies on the other side are just being loud. Suddenly I hear the splash of water as if someone just dipped into the water. I opened my eyes. I knew immediately what she meant. I wasboth terrified and excited beyond belief. She was telling me I needed anorchiectomy for this all to work, or a similar chemical castration. A fewdays prior to Kathy delivering the twins, I would get dosed withprolactin to let down my milk. I was trying my best not to panic or showmy elation. Without my testes, life would be much easier for me. Nouncomfortable tucking, no chance of Kathy getting pregnant again, andopening up my chance to breastfeed our new. I’ll not even tell Nick if you don’t want me to.’ I took a swig of my drink, and wished there was some alcohol in it as I wondered how I could tell James the story of me and John and the relationship that never was. I took a deep breath and cleared my throat. ”You know I used to stay and talk to him after you and Nick snuck off.’ James nodded but didn’t interrupt me just then. ‘We used to chat for ages before I went home and got on really well. It was like that for months, until that night,. The noise again. Wailing? Crying? Moaning? It was coming from downstairs.Oh. Will and Jen. Dave smiled. Jen was certainly having a good morning. He suspected that Will was too, though much more quietly. Good for them.Dave decided to just enjoy the unintentional eavesdropping as he drifted further awake. He was glad they had stayed. Last night's New Year's Eve party had been a fairly quiet affair—just the four of them and three other couples. While he knew that no one would drink enough to be.