You don't look like you are taking good care of yourself." He replied. "What's going on Rachel?" How do you know that I've lost weight?" I asked."We'v... seen you on the television a few times and we can tell. So what's going on?" he asked again.Where should I start? The last year after the accident did not go well. I put my heart and soul into finding my hero and long after all the others had given up I was still trying to find him. The stress of doing all the interviews, homework while still. How ironic. Worrying about drinking when your kids are boinking each other daily. Snort.Suki walked up. She pulled Richard aside."I have news."He invited her to continue."It's not one hundred percent, but we're pretty sure Fuki caught. I'll call you when we're positive, but I think you did it."Richard smiled. "Really?" Really. Sure as could be at this stage."He enfolded her with a hug. "Thank you."She sank into his embrace. "You're welcome. I'll leave it to you to discuss with your wife, and. I was yearning to be a girl and was feeling so girly that I was almoststarting to forget I was a boy. This was where my mind was when I took thepretty school dress off the hanger unzipped it and put it on over my head.I zipped it up and turned around and looked in the mirror. I melted. Foryears I had seen the girls at my old school wear these school dressesevery day and had so often thought about what it would be like to wearone. I had longed to try one on, feel how it feels to walk around,. .. no. Thankyou. I will meet you there. I know this is hard for you and probably morecomplicated than I can picture. But I love you. Know that that is true. Inever wanted to hurt or betray you. You...um, need to fix your face.I'll... I'll see you tonight." She turned, resisting the impulse to wipeat those mascara tracks and walked back to the car before she broke downcompletely. Yanked on the handle several times before realising... beepbeep, opened and slumped in the seat as she half saw Sam.