That would be terrible. Andit would play havoc with your male self-image. Let's have Bob free yourhands, and Shondra help you over to the video unit..."The guy I'd always tagged as a fairy stepped into the booth. He smelledfaintly of some flowery scent. As he unfastened my wrists, his handstouched my ribs and hips. Maybe he was just helping me keep my balance,but it was exactly as if he was touching my bare skin, and I didn't likeit. Then Shondra, a dusky mixed-race girl I'd always looked. So on my holiday I went to see her. She had a sugarcane field and it’s the time to take all the sugarcane from the field, but still it had got about one month to go. So I had been there at that time, she was in the field pump set she was taking bath with no dress. And there was holiday for all the workers.I went in search for my amma Sarala; she was near tank taking bath without any dress. I went near the tank were she took bath and called amma. She got scared instead of covering her naked body. I was pleased, because, he was so interested of me. So, we set up a date to meet and have dinner. We meet at a nice fancy restaurant, Will was very tall, muscular, and so handsome. His hair was in dreadlocks, and has a very deep voice (a voice you could fall in love). It’s like to dream that came true. A dream that I pray for, after our meals we both cruise around the city, Will brought me roses, he took me to see a Broadway show ‘Cats’, Follow by a night out dancing. Few people have. Justina certainly looked happy, too.When we returned to the ranch. Amy, Julia, and I made a shopping trip to Blister for the food we needed. Everything went well until just before we were ready to leave. Julia was already seated and I was helping Amy into the buckboard when a scruffy looking individual grabbed me by the arm from behind. I turned around and he shouted, "WHAT DO YA MEAN, BRINGIN' A GOD DAMNED NIGGER INTO MY TOWN?"I replied, "New Mexico Territory is Free and she can go wherever.