.. but surprised. Are you sure?" Yes, last night my best friend gave me some very good advice. When I finally took that advice the answer was obvious.... What advice was that?" To think through what was important to me, what I really needed and wanted." And what do you want from me Lynn?" I want to love you and be loved by you." That you have already." I want us to go away together somewhere far away where we can make a new life together." Yes, we can do that." I want you to be strong for me. I. Since he owned, the other half of the two room shack where I lived, I didn’t want to piss him off. J.T. had never asked for rent on his half of the place, and I wanted to keep it that way. He didn’t need the money, but he would have been within his rights to demand it. The fire in the old coal stove was still burning so the shack wasn’t miserably cold. I was forced to move quickly into the room, which would be called a multi purpose room in a real house. The room was a kitchen, living room, and. Ms. Dubay filled the board with chemical symbols and numbers. Starting with simple examples. she would occasionally make eye contact and ask you to give the answer. All the while staring intently at you. Again you got the feeling she was checking out your chest.? "OK, Susan I'll take a short break now and let you try this worksheet." Placing the sheet on your desk, her hand brushed along your arm, from your wrist to the elbow. Was it by accident or on purpose? She never looked back or stopped. ? After a few hours of shut-eye,I resolved to head back to Illinois, back to the relative security of my houseand the resources of my computer.? ButI?d gotten hungry in the meantime, and night had come.? Many fairies bed down around dusk, and so Ihad excellent chances if I could just find one of their sleeping places.? I looked at a few promising spots, and at last I saw whatI wanted:? a large patch of forest litter(twigs, dead leaves, and the like) that seemed just a little higher off.