He turned out to be a great guy and during their very first meeting at his house they had sex. He would go out with his friends on the weekends and sh... would go to his house and wait on him . This was only when my son was wondering out of town. One night she got to his house at about nine and after he came home she ended up staying all night. She told me he had fucked her three times that night. One Saturday afternoon she called me around four and asked if I was at home. I said yes I'm out in. I checked the house quickly. Julia's room was still Julia's room judging by pink still being a major color element, although it was less so than when I'd first seen the room so many lifetimes ago. To truly confirm it was her room, I checked her closet. It was packed with tiny clothes (meaning they were her size). Not that I expected to see anything, but I checked out the room that'd been converted into my study. It was still a spare bedroom, as were Andrew's and Robert's rooms now. If I wasn't. It was some kind of cooking show, and I wasn’t too interested in it, but it was a great excuse to cuddle with her. Somewhere during the evening, Leanne fell sleep in my arms, but I felt restless.I slid out from behind her, and carefully covered her with a nearby blanket before walking out to the balcony nude. Tonight I noticed that the way the balcony was designed, it actually provided shelter to the balcony from the winds common to tall buildings. I strolled to the railing and leaned there,. I'M GOING HOME TOMORROW. I FEEL REALLY SAD. I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO SEE HIM TONIGHT BUT I FELT LIKE IT WOULD REVEAL WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. I KNOW NOW. WHY HAVE I EVEN CONSIDERED HAVING A BOYFRIEND? HOW STUPID CAN ONE BE? AS IF WHAT HAPPENED WITH MICHAEL WASN'T ENOUGH TO COMFORT ME IN THE IDEA THAT IT'S NOT WHAT I WANT TO GO THROUGH. I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THAT. I ALSO TOLD THOMAS I WAS THROUGH WITH HIM. SEX IS SO MEANINGLESS NOW. GOD I'M SO STUPID, WHY DO I KEEP FOOLING MYSELF? I DON'T NEED.