Shebegins to put her make-up on me similar to how mom did it earlier. Sheuses different colors though.Laurie takes the scrunchy out of my hair letting...it fall. She combs myhair and then uses her hairbrush and blow dryer to finish styling myhair. She has my hair parted down the middle with no bangs. Shesections of part on my hair and starts curling it with her curlingiron."Sit there I'll be right back."She comes back with a beautiful dark blue gauze dress and tells me toput it on. I stand up and. I used to practice this in public places, while in class, while in a library. And often my brother would catch me like that at home, but I’d quickly pretend I am exercising.But as often as the human mind is. This wasn’t enough. My clit longed to be touched, to be stroked and rubbed. I started practicing new methods of pleasuring myself. I used to take baths, and spread my legs beneath the flow of water, letting it hit my clit, inducing great pleasure waves through my body. But even this didn’t. I don’t want to do anything if you’re not there.”My chest swelled as I listened to Kelly. I hugged her tighter, kissing the top of her head.“What if Jenny doesn’t want to fool around if Rob or I are there?”“Then we’ll have to find a girl who doesn’t mind you being there,” Kelly said, emphasizing ‘we’ll.’ “I’m not interested in doing anything with anyone if you’re not there, even if it’s only to watch me.”“What do you mean?” I asked, moving my head so I could see her eyes.“I have a fantasy. It took a long time for the voices and the lights to pass. She didn’t like the sound of the voices at all; she knew that Adam was saving her yet again from something she didn’t understand. He held her there for a long time after the voices had stopped echoing back to them. He roughly led her back to the dark room without the aid of light or touch. In the room, he shoved her down into the chair while he lit the fire again.Once the fire was alight and the room was warm again he paced the floor.