He turned the words over and over again in his mind, yet every avenue they led him to presented a new and uncomfortable dilemma. LEV THE WOMAN IN CHAI...SstopSHE HAS RETURNEDstopLARGE PARTY ARRIVING FRIDAY MORNING ROME ALITALIAstopWILL MEET YOU AT THE QUISISANA FOR COCKTAILS AT SIXstopBY THE POOLstop MISHA A large party, at that hotel? He shuddered to think what that would cost and wondered who might be picking up the tab for that one, then felt the cold icy grip of dread that told him that of. I had my head down and could not look her in the face. She ask, Bobby, what in the world it the wrong. I just set there for a couple of minutes them told her I guess I needed to talk to her. Mom stopped cooking and come set down at the table with me. I still couldn’t look her in the eyes and I didn’t know where to start. I thought for a minute then just blurted out Mom I’m such a bad person, I’m having some really sick, dirty thoughts and I’m so ashamed.Mom reached over and took my hands in. "Go to the bedroom and place the pillows in the middle of the bed. You will remove the lube and butt plug from the nightstand drawer and place them on the bed beside you. You will them retrieve the small paddle and lie it on the bedside you as well. Then you will remove the small rope and bring it to me. You will then bend over the pillows and spread your knees shoulder width apart. And wait" She complies with his instructions and soon she is draping herself of the pillows on the bed with. ?He had talked occasionally about ‘showing her off’ or ‘making her his slave or pet’. ?Beth had smiled and discussed it, trying to humor him. ?Hoping it would turn him on enough that he would have sex with her again. ?But she would have never really thought that he meant it. ?John picked the collar up out of the box and pulled it open. ?He walked behind her and looped it around her neck. ?She heard it click shut. ?He paused for a moment still holding the collar. ??You know what? ?I think that.