We’d get three days on the wall, two days in Three Jewels and two days off-duty. Some days I’d almost prefer to be stuck up on the wall in the bon...-chilling winds and the heavy sky than patrolling the Jewels dealing with urchins and pickpockets and those sneering Guilder cunts. Almost.The only one that kept me sane through all of it was Lillian. Gods bless her. She was my Second, and sometimes I think she’d have made a better First than I was. She certainly was better at diffusing tensions. I was around 48-50 kgs in weight throughout my college and university years and was considered round at the right places.My sexual life took a wild turn after some amazingly fun filled moments. First Joseph and then Manjeet gave me sexual pleasures which satisfied as well as increased my inclination to have fun as long as it lasts. However I remained discreet in my pursuits of sexual pleasures as any error could have landed me in big trouble. At times sexual gratification was resorting to. I know heads will turn when I walk in, so I won't have to worry about paying for my drinks or looking for someone to dance with.I walk in and as I said, heads were turning and the whistles are turning me on. I go up to the bar to order a bottle of beer. This guy walks up to me, puts his large hand on my back and pays for my beer, he introduces himself as Tim. He finds us 2 barstools together. We sit and begin talking. Some funny chat and his hand is on my knee. I can see that he is. Something was seriously wrong here, but was it them or me?I got up and walked over to where he was sitting. Sitting next to him I unconsciously reached out and pulled him close. I couldn't stand seeing him like that; it broke my heart."I don't know what to do, Shane," I confessed as I stroked his hair. "I want you to be happy but this just isn't right"Shane looked up at me and wiped a tear from his cheek. "But I am happy daddy, I can't remember ever being happier."I kissed him on the head.