These are my feelings -- my mixed emotions -- both for her, and about finally going 'all the way' with her:I thought of you today after the lovely lun...h we sharedThe way you looked, and all the things you saidWhen you urged me yet again to take our friendship all the wayAnd share the scintillating splendor of two women together in bed.We've been friends for so long, and yet I never knewThis side of you, that you've finally let me see:Your appetite for carnal knowledge of women who like. “I don’t want to punish her. She was nothing but extremely obedient to me. It’ll be cruel”“That the whole point, you American idiot. In the night I sleep without locking my room and sometimes I let her sleep on the floor below my bed. After all I have done to her, which according to you is “cruelty”, what stops her from coming to my room and harming me? It’s the power you gain over them by completely dominating them, which will eliminate any unwanted thought in their mind.”I was silent. What. We had a laugh and he said that if he wasn’t having much luck he often resorted to watching the babe a few doors away from him. “You must have seen her” he said, “hot divorcee with a son”. I knew immediately, he was talking about Helen and told him her garden backed on to mine.That got him interested, “Oh fuck, you must see her in her garden and stuff”.“Better than that mate, I can see in her bedroom window from mine”. After a bit more chat I eventually invited him round one evening and see if. ? ?I don?t want any trouble.? My friend will be here soon so you guysbetter back off? They grabbed me by my arms and forced me deeper into the alleybehind a large dumpster.? The whole alleysmelled of piss, garbage, and unwashed bodies.?It was at this point that I saw other bums come from behind boxes andfrom underneath newspapers.? There musthave been 20 or so in the alley.? I wassweating at this point.? I opened mymouth to scream, but one of the bums stuffed a dirty rag in my mouth.? Two of.