So later on I didn't know how to tell my buddy what I saw so one day he asked me what's wrong and I told him and I said I thought he was married but m... buddy said he is and that my dad is bi but I'm not as time went on we grew apart and lost touch but one day I saw his dad out at in a store and we caught up with old times and everything then he asked if he could pick me up sometime and go off I said sure well months pasted nothing then one day he came by and wanted me to go off I said yes well. Was it possible that Cecilia might someday put him over her lap? Jason's heart pounded at the thought ... that perhaps, not too far off in the future, he might be laying naked across Cecilia's thighs and submitting to her discipline. As he watched Lisa's hand continue its cruel and yet intimate contact with Ken's red bottom, Jason fervently wished it could have been him and Cecilia ... his beloved Cecilia's hand against his bare bottom...Finally Ken's spanking ended. Jason could tell that. I won't turn seventeen until July." You might be young, but you're not a boy. You're a married man and a skilled hunter. Your pap told me about all the trapping you've done and that you have supplied all of the meat for your family for almost five years. He also told me about what happened with Caleb's son and how you handled it."I couldn't argue with him and it did feel good to know that at least some people thought of me as a man.April 12, 1845It was difficult getting out of bed this morning.. Damn, that was three for Joe and only one for me! I congratulated him as we cautiously walked to where the Indians were sprawled on the ground. One was not dead, yet, so I shot him with my revolver.Joe did not have the usual reaction to taking his first human life. He still vividly remembered his experience with the Navajos. They had killed his mother and father, and seemed to enjoy doing it, so he was just getting his deserved revenge. That attitude scared me a little bit. I was going to have.