Why had her mom done this?She was still wondering why her mom was doing this when she stood up and offered to show Rick the rest of the house. They wa...ked off straight to the bedroom and left Robyn and Bryce on the couch together. She didn’t want to believe what was going on, but once she heard her mom moaning in the other room, she couldn’t deny it. Her mom was fooling around with a stranger in the next room! Her mind raced. She didn’t want to be here in this situation, but she couldn’t very. I laughed at her glistening face and bent down to kiss her and lick her face clean. We took a shower together, cleaning each other and then got dressed, bikini, shorts and sandals. We grabbed a quick bite to eat and went back to the hotel where we had met the four older men the day before but we had no luck finding them. Karen thought I was crazy but I asked her if she really enjoyed what they did with us and she agreed it was a rough but fun adventure.We laid out in the sun a little longer. What was I supposed to do, keep fighting? No, I had her right where I wanted her.But the good times came to an end the next morning like they always did, and she left to go back to her place, and the love of her life, my daughter Alice.I sat on the edge of the bed, thinking how much I loved her, how much I needed her, and how I could still catch the faintest of scents from her perfume. The anguish weighed heavy on me and I tried to get up to take a shower, but I couldn’t move. How can someone. "You ever smoke marijuana?" A couple of times. I even inhaled!" Did you get stoned, the first time?" No. I wondered what all the fuss was about. I got sort of sleepy, and things seemed sort of unreal. I didn't get stoned until the third time, I think, that I smoked." That is the effect I am seeking. With trust, and enough practice, you can learn to find your pleasure in what appears to simply be pain. It is a learned skill, just as getting stoned is, but other folks have mastered that skill. I.