I thought back on that dream I’d had, about how I’d died and gone to Heaven. Nonsense, of course, because there was no such thing, but God, it’d...felt so real. So pleasurable.I rolled over in bed and screamed as I saw Jayma, laid in bed next to me, smiling.“AHHHHH!”“Oh, sorry Jamie, I didn’t mean to scare you...” she said, kissing me as she stroked my skin to try and comfort me.“Oh my God, you mean that wasn’t a dream?” I asked.“Nope.”“So I really am dead? Oh God...”“I don’t understand why. .? Banks..? "Brinkman," she answered his question for him, "Sasha Brinkman." "Yeah, wow, I know your name," he said surprised, she was from the suburbs. Her story was interesting, he remembered her mother disowned her, and she became one of the head honchos for the anti-sex school movement. "It's so strange to meet you in person." "Star-struck already fresh meat? Well, you're on the same level as me now, you got in for a reason, you know," She smirked caustically and took a bite of the granola. Barbara on the other hand, was not so fine. I found her in the family room crying her poor little eyes out. As soon as I sat down next to her she put her head on my chest and really let the waterworks out. Growing up, I thought Chad was going to be the emotional one since he was such a mamma's boy and Barbara was my little tomboy. Then puberty hit and Chad started to sprout and that extra size seemed to buoy his confidence. Barbara also sprouted, going from my little girl to my little woman.. " Ally continued."That's about the size of it. You should have known better than to go off alone with some guy." I snapped at her."Well, excuse me for being friendly and wanting to trust people. Not everyone is an ass with no thoughts to other people's feelings." Ally snapped back"What is that suppose to mean?" I asked, my anger starting to rise again."You know exactly what it means!" Ally shot back in a voice that was starting to crack with emotion. "You probably thought I was just running off.