I’ll let you into the office next to mine, so with the lights off you’ll be able to see the whole thing. Think of it! Think how exciting it will b... for me knowing you are there and for you knowing that I am performing for you. What do you say darling?’ I was unable to speak. I couldn’t believe what she had said and what she was proposing. It seemed as though I was viewing her from a distance and she was speaking as if in a dream where you can’t make out what someone is saying. Then the swirling. ’ ‘Is she eating anything yet?’ I asked. ‘No, she refuses to eat. I tried to give her soup, but as soon as the spoon touched her lips she flinched. She wouldn’t take a bite. They talked about inserting a feeding tube into her, but I don’t know. I can’t help but think maybe this is a choice.’ ‘What? You mean she is giving up? That’s so unlike her.’ ‘But she’s so far gone now, she just may want to rest. It’s been weeks since she recognized me, I have to wonder what is happening in her mind.’. But technically, Jake and Barb were on call 24/7. By 9:00, Barb, Jake and Brad came back in. I was sitting in the living room on the couch, reading a novel I had brought with me. Jake came and sat on the couch with me, Brad sat in one of the wing-back chairs, and Barb sat on his lap. I put my book down, turned to Jake, and asked how things went, and he said, “fine,” and pointed across the room.I glanced where he pointed, and Barb and Brad were making out in the chair. Jake put his arm around. I need to talk, can you come over here?"Wayne sat down and accepted the glass of wine. Gee hadn't even thought about how she was dressed. She was nude under the robe. The robe was floor length but thin and it hugged her darling curves everywhere. Wayne had definitely noticed."Wayne, Pete and I went SCUBA diving today... I wore a string bikini that revealed just about everything. I know I shouldn't have but I wanted to show off... and I wanted Pete to want me. That is terrible but there it is..