I can tell you the anticipation was driving me crazy! That night I had dreamed all manner of sexy situations where my new Master had used me for His p...easure. I had been such a slut - nothing but a cum dump for Him to use as He saw fit. I woke up that morning feeling so horny I didn't think I could make it until our meeting! All morning long I could feel the burning itch of needing to be fucked hard and yet I didn't want to do anything about it, for fear that I wouldn't be ready for Him when. ‘I don’t want to be a bother,’ she said, still standing in the open doorway. ‘You’re no bother,’ he said as he pulled a pair of pajama bottoms from the top drawer. ‘I really just came to say that I was sorry,’ she insisted, even though she was already slipping herself out of her wet shoes. ‘At least stay to warm up,’ he said as he rooted deeper in the drawer. ‘You must be hungry, too, have you eaten?’ She shook her head ‘no’, even though he wasn’t looking in her direction, ‘My mother went. . or maybe you've other ideas? Have a think about it while I get cleaned up.”I retrieved my clothes from the hall and dressed before reapplying makeup and brushing my hair into something more than an out-of-bed look. That's when I noticed the money on the desk. Fifteen hundred dollars, in crisp new notes. Not sure what to do I ignored it and continued my preparations. When I was finished I took another sip of my drink and looked out of the window at the night sky, illuminated with stars and. Do other people do it? How would I know?So, here goes. I’m hoping that by recording my thoughts and ideas I may save myself from going nuts. Or is it crackers?March 10thI haven’t written for over a week, probably because there’s been nothing to write about. For entertainment I prefer my books, however I have a lot of time to fill and it’s impossible to read all day. Mostly I watch quiz shows and programmes like Esther and Jerry Springer which allows me to meet people without having to actually.