Although almost all of my stories contain some element(s) of an actual event in my earlier life, this story is completely true except for the names of...the characters. As they used to say on the old TV series, Dragnet, the names have been changed to protect the innocent. These events took place in the early 1970s. It all started on an unseasonably hot Saturday morning in June at the Houston Flea Market. I traveled to Houston from Long Beach, California to attend a technical writer's conference. Pete does this to me more and more. It gets deeper and deeper. I am almost ready to tell him to just touch me too. I am so jealous that Amber is still tied in the back of that truck. I think about driving over to their house and demanding more. I turn out onto the street. I start to hear towards their house. I turn a block before I get there. I chicken out. I cower and turn around. I cannot get myself to be strong enough to stand up to this, but I can stand up to Teddy in the deli. I drive home. ”She said, “But am I not already doing it? Of course, I am totally in agreement with you that Anil is shattered and needs love and affection. But is it alright to show love and physical affection to him? I hope things will not go over board? Will you not mind?”I said, “Look, do you love me far beyond any other person or not? Today, we need to support him as friends emotionally through physical affection, as he is fighting this all alone. Surely, you are not afraid of any emotional attachment. ” ) ‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’ “ The passive and receptive mind takes all in. Seeing the all everywhere and in everything is the power of the third eye.” (“You can observe a lot by just watching.”)‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’“ Let go and let free of your mind which may, unburdened, fly to heaven. Your bodies are earth bound and worldly and must accept its limits as part of the imperfect Circle of Yin & Yang ( “ If the world was perfect, it wouldn’t be. “ ) ‘Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm’ “ Finally, free.