It wouldn’t be fair a trade off for them. I would just eventually wind up hurting them. So I kept my relationships short term.Julia and her man foun... themselves in the same restaurant as me and one of my dates about a year after our divorce. The woman was at least the equivalent of Julia on an attractiveness scale. I saw Julia looking at me ... then her. She looked ... uncomfortable and maybe a little jealous. I can’t say I wasn’t amused ... I was. I reached over and kissed my date. From her. .. or that's what I thought, but not now, not after what happened last night, not anymore, now I'm a believer brothers and sisters. Because last night my girlfriend fucked and an alien, and I think I may have sucked its cock.Picture the scene if you will; it's an overcast muggy, sweaty night at our local dogging venue - the public car park behind our local DIY superstore. My girlfriend; who is a sweet, good natured, kind hearted slut and Jedi level cocksucker; was welcoming a couple of Russian. “Like- on the internet?” I asked. “Like- the girls that masturbate on cam?”“Exactly,” she said. “And I make a lot of money.”“Wow, I didn’t expect that,” I said, not sure what to say.“Come see,” she said, then walked down the hall.I walked down the hall behind her and into one of the bedrooms. It was set up almost like some sort of movie set. There was a bed, a camera, toys, and a computer.“This is where I work mostly now. I still work at the store, too, just for a guaranteed check,” she. She told me the name and address of the diner and I took Lola home. Shelly was there and we talked about nothing while Lola showered and changed.Susan apologized right after we met. She said, "My job is to help you act correctly to project the right image and message, and Annie and I got so excited that we just did the wrong thing. For the last hour, I've been kicking myself, and I'm very sorry."I shrugged and said, "Don't worry about it. When you're chewing me out sometime, I'll say that.