Making me feel like a worthless piece. Why do I want nothing more than to be yours? My body aching, just wanting to feel your love. My teeth stay sma...hed into my lip, trying to stay quiet, so as to not make you mad, just wanting to please you, day in and day out, but getting nothing in return. Your hand on my head, my eyes shooting their glance to you while soft purrs fill my throat, eyes glancing between lips and eyes, making me blush and bite my lip in embarrassment. Why can't I be myself. It was bound to be humiliating, but by that stage I was embracing humiliation (all those hours of x hamster slideshows telling me what a pathetic man I was had done the trick).So one day I took the afternoon off work assuming the shops would be quiet and ventured into a department store. I had rehearsed the "I'm looking for something nice for my wife" and "she's about my size" lines so that I thought I could deliver them without blushing. My heart was beating my chest as I slowly made my way. "Umm..well I have to be back home soon. I can't." I said pointing to my house. "I live just there." Oh your smart. You just told him where you lived."Oh...okay...I'll see you later then." He said. I nodded. I had expected him to stop me, but he didn't. He just let me go with a small smile on his face. I didn't know what that smile was for. All I knew was that he was bad news. Those girls knew him, and for whatever reason it was, it wasn't good. I walked for about ten minutes before I. I was going to read them on the way.I wanted to be on the ground in Vegas around 1100. This was an afternoon and evening fund raiser. I wanted to walk the convention center and look at the displays before it was packed. I was wearing thin body armor, the Secret Service brought their approved armor and Ziva had brought the full JBG HD body armor. I was going to be well protected.By the time we landed I was finished with the security updates and the JBG updates from my mates. We had not talked a.