I looped the wide leather belt and drew it close together and then snapped it for an all too familiar crack. I removed my pants and was now standing n...ked. I walked to the edge of the bed and finished attaching the remaining wrist cuff. She was completely vulnerable and wide open for me.As she layed there, I only slightly touched the tip of her nipple and then the other, then using my fingernail, touched many parts of her body, just to awaken all her body senses. I touched her inner thighs by. I have a high sex drive, I am to please and be pleased sexually, I love being licked by both sexes, I lost all my inhibitions between my second and third husbands and I love having sex with an audience. And I really do enjoy some commentary during sex, an extra dimension.I have a tacit agreement with my man (he is eight-inches and thick) that I can pleasure and be pleasured sexually by another man around once a month. We set some basic rules a while back, no intercourse, outer sex only - safe. I was so embarrassed and departed her desk quickly. After that incident I made a point to stop perving on the girls as I did my round each morning, it was apparent that I wasn't being as discreet as I thought I was. This promise to myself was made difficult by the typists, as they seemed to flash me more and more. Was I just imagining this? I was just an average looking eighteen year old boy who was nervous around girls. These beautiful women, much older than me, couldn't possibly find me. Look, from next week I’ll be fending for myself, and that’s nothing new, you know. What are you going to do for money? Is your Dad funding everything, or do you want an allowance from me?’ ‘We opened an account and he’s paying into it every month. It’s enough to live on, and that’s all I’ll need.’ ‘Any extras–’ ‘I just ask him and he pays.’ It’s funny, but that statement really hit home. I’d been her protector, her carer, and I’d enjoyed her dependence on me. Now I felt rejected, in a way she’d.