I'm always very conscientious about giving great head, because I don't want to disappoint these depraved, horned-up men.Once there, I get myself situa...ed in the booth. I put the filthy throw pillow on the ground and get on my knees in front of the hole. I lift up my little tank top, pull my big bra down, and expose my huge 34H tits. They jut forward and wobble provocatively as the first hard dick slides through the hole. My cunt creams in my panties and my mouth waters as I take it into my. I sat and stared for thirty minutes or more, transfixed. I had never experienced anything like it, even when I was drinking. I wasn’t a man holding a photo of a woman who died decades ago; we were two people looking deeply into each other’s eyes, seeking something we couldn’t name but needed like oxygen.When I put the photo aside, I was shaking. I staggered to the john and splashed cold water on my face. My knuckles turned white on the sides of the sink. An old demon inside me was screeching. I went to bed and Switched off the lights and was cursing myself for what I done. She came to bed after one hour. She was wearing black shirt and white lower. She smiled at me but no response from my side. She just entered in my blanket and turned her face towards me. I shut down my eyes and pretended to sleep. After half an hour I felt one hand on my palm. It was her who took my hand and placed it on her right boob. I was shocked and opened my eyes. I was able to see her as the zero watt lamp. “Oh, God! Yes. I will give all my nectar all my life! For this wonderful symbol of our love.” she replied. I lightly pressed her clitoris and then she was at it again. She slowly began to move my dick back and forth her thumb caressing the tip of my penis’ head. We fondled each other for quite sometime and then I told her to take me in her mouth. She repulsed but after coaxing a few times she sat up. She held my penis. Her lips parted as she moved forward to take my penis in her mouth. I could.