“You know, your daughter and mine did playdates for years and they’ve always been almost like sisters or cousins. I enjoyed babysitting Bianca, to..., Caesar, just as you enjoyed babysitting April for me. I almost feel like ‘Aunt Daisy’ to her, you know,” Daisy announced her presence, “And you’re very welcome, dear. So, you’ll stay for the first supper after Passover?”“He feels like... ‘Uncle Caesar, ‘ to me, too, if you ask me,” April said as she hugged me tightly, getting her hands. I did not volunteer the actual name of the course or the subject of the paper. Not hearing a response, I got a little anxious. The silence was uncharacteristic. Had I hurt her feelings? Unlikely, I thought, but still…. “Yes, we did step five. It was the greatest 30 seconds of my life.” I said, pausing, expecting a laugh. Wendy mumbled something about me needing to do my paper and said goodbye. “Hey Fab, hold up.” It was Benney Farmer. We had become seat mates in a history class the year before.. “Not good” he said, “start planning now, read that pile of bumf and have a think about the future.” Suddenly he said “you have auburn hair just noticed it as you are growing it long. “ He looked at me and said “ectomorph too.” Again I looked surprised and he continued “tall and thin, small feet too, be surprised if your waist is over 30 inches, low body fat I bet too. Nothing planned for this afternoon?” I said no as if further to indicate my lack of future planning. “Good lets go and see. .,' and watched as the 'boy's white buttocks began to turn red,how his cries of pain filled my ears and reverberated around the chamber,he struggled,he profaned and then succumbing,he began to beg,to beg me to let him go,he became remorseful and said that he would never be bad again,how he would always come to confession and follow the direction of the good fathers of the Monastery. I had heard all of these shallow promises before and I therefore continued with the whipping of this boy.His.