However, if you break through a level while discarding the two bottlenecks of insight, the opportunity to gain them back is lost"."Why would someone n...t break through all six bottlenecks and three levels and be done with all of it?" Zax asked curiously."Because, even though, individually, they are the same, each bottleneck of insight becomes harder to unravel after the previous one. By breaking the first three a cultivator can concentrate on breaking through the three levels, which are. I told him I was and he said I could change my mond at any point and no questions would be asked. We decided to go to a club and see if we could attract a willing victim! So I sat before the mirror having applied my make up, looking at my reflection wondering what a can of worms this might open. I was preparing to go out with my husband and if all went to plan, fuck another man. Rob was attentive in a cat on a hot tin roof way almost over checking that I was still ok with this, he watched me. My next job was a huge new shopping mall in the affluent Mountain Brook area of Birmingham, Alabama. As it was, that was where Maurice and Miriam had taken up residence. My wife was talking to her little sister one Sunday afternoon the week before I needed to be in Birmingham and was surprised that she had asked if I could stay with them to save my per diem. My wife knew that her sister had a little room in the basement that they had converted into a game room. There was also a pull out sofa. In the bathroom, one night, as I shaved Bambi came in to brush her teeth. As we passed as we had hundreds of times before I was sure that she had felt my ass and genitalia on purpose. The motions were too deliberate and too well co-ordinated to have been simple coincidence. ‘This paranoia is really getting to me,’ I thought as I dismissed the matter. By Friday night, before the close of the school year, I was in a holding pattern until my beloved Bambi was out of my life and gone. I simply.