I never did get to practice on dad, but Alicia kept telling methat I was doing fine, that I was pretty, and I slowly started to believeher...a little....The next morning, since mom found out that we would needparty dresses if we weren't eliminated, and after both Alicia and I bothrefused to wear those funky frilly things she had bought, we all wentshopping. Like my sister, I was wearing a skirt, but unknown to mom, I wasalso wearing that corselet and Alicia's enhancers. It gave me better,. “I can recognize anyone who lives at the Retreat, and the same for your neighbors — all at distance and in low light — the same for voice recognition. The same for anyone still alive who has attacked you or your family. We are even responsible to know about the dead assholes who had attacked you and your family. On and on, even branching into trivia about each of you until I know more about you, your wives and your Alphas and their wives than most people would know about their twin, should they. . and again... and again. I don’t like that.Other times he will set up a video camera when he punishes me and then post it on line. I don’t like that either, even if it’s a spanking. When he does that, I am always either fully hooded or he makes sure that it doesn’t show my face. I don’t have any tattoos or birthmarks– at least not where anyone would see them– so I don’t have to worry about being identified if somebody sees the video. Not being publicly identified in a video or picture is one. He stands there with one hand wrapped around the doorknob and his head resting against the wall. His body starts to shake as the built-up tensions begin to release from depths deep inside of him. After a few minutes, he sits down on the couch, trying to gather his thoughts. His body still trembles inside, his eyes become watery. He feels a tear run down his cheek. Jerry doesn't realize it, but this is his body's way of releasing the volcano of tensions that have been building inside of him.