And speaking on all these issues Dr. Carly declined to use clinical terms because as she put it, "The delicate treatment of female sexuality does not ...mpower us, it undermines us by treating us as delicate flowers unable to have 'pussies' or 'tits' without being compromised or being sexually subordinate." How many times do you hear confident, powerful men call their manhood a 'penis," she questioned a laughing audience. "Never! It is a cock, or a rod, or a shaft, or in its humble, platonic. Thankfully his depth decreased as he did so, and I found myself being face fucked quite hard against the wall, with just barely enough time and space to gasp for air through my nostrils between thrusts. I struggled to maintain my composure as I felt his tempo increase still further, and began to gag loudly. With my head pinned into the corner, I had no space to pull back and I fidgeted with my hands as I tried to hang in there, not wanting to upset Dave by pushing away. In fact, I was surprised. She would watch me wretch and would try to get her hands to my panties and when I would push her had away, she would press my face onto her shaft again. I would be almost willing to endure the embarrassment than to continue letting her express her vengeance on me. She would finally tire of this game and would push me off of her. I would try to curl up in a ball from humiliation from what had just happened and from fear that if I didn’t curl up she would see the wet stain in my crotch. The. .,” Tracy retorted desperately.“But I didn’t ‘leave.’ You kicked me out. You initiated the divorce. You deserted me. Not quite the same thing. Sounds like someone knows less about their Scripture than an apostate like me. Then again, your definition of ‘apostate’ may differ radically from mine. I’m a bit of a heathen lately, but that’s been since I was betrayed by Christians. I’m not feeling very ... grateful or loyal or devoted to what was our faith. Anyway, Pastor Ward was a better Christian.