He needed to see her, hear her voice and laugh. See her smile. God was she still smiling. And who was he kidding he wanted her again. He had wanted he... again soon after he had left her alone in that house. What if it had been an act to save her life? She had no idea he would never have hurt her. Finally, he decided he could wait no longer and entered the store he would face his future and hope she didn’t and would never know it had been him. Slowly walking down the aisle he turned to head. They didn't want Ralphie to miss three says of school so early in the school year and asked my parents if he could stay with us. My folks had met his at parents night and they all liked each other, and were glad I had a friend my age living on our block, so they readily agreed.Ralphie came by after supper. We watched some TV with my folks before going up to my room, which was over the garage, on the other end of the house from the rooms of my parents and older sister. I even had my own. Cynthia leaned down over her other shoulder. "Let's chat after class, okay?"Kendall made the same transparent smile before turning her eyes forward.Before I turned away Cynthia caught my eye and glared at me, one eyebrow raised. It was obvious what her unspoken message was, 'what did you do, you bastard?'I expected similar treatment from Hayley, but when I looked at her she was ignoring me. Instead, she was watching Kendall intently.We filed out at the end of class. Typically this would be. ....with Flo gone I tracked my period in a cute littlediary, all flowers and butterflies.I did become one of Mistress Rhiana's special girls. At my first partywe served drinks and snacks for a few hours before we were chosen. Thatnight I gave four blow jobs to men who liked girls just like us, andentertained several women with my tongue. The worst was a couple ofwomen who wanted me to clean their butts of the cum their lovers hadleft behind. By the end of the party my jaw was killing me.A month.