Eventually I got depressed from that restricted life full of rules and orders. Seeing my friends going to parties, meeting boys some getting married. ...t was all very difficult for me. After months of crying watching romantic movies late at night I decided I wanted to try sex. I only lost my virginity 3 years ago with a random guy I met at a bar.His name was Jonathan, a boy from Dominican Republic. I absolutely loved it. Not Jonathan nor the sex but the experience of disobedience. It was 7. " Well, you look a little frightful, I'll admit, but it's just mud. It'll come off. I hope you look nicer underneath." You are a bastard! God, I don't mind telling you, I hate fucking running." You said. Why do it then?" I'm obese." You're not obese." I am. If I'm not obese, what am I?" Chubby." I am not!" You are. Chubby is nice. You're not fat, or obese, I'm telling you." Are you a bit kinky, Steven?" Huh?" You like fat girls?" Oh... No one ever asked me that before. I've never really thought. In that gap, I wasn’t working, I didn’t go to school, and I avoided my dad the best I could, having a mindset that the curse was indeed real in my life and that it would spread like an infection. I wanted to be a teenager then, but my anxiety kept me in my room, resorting to small, useless things to get me away from my depressing feelings. If you could see me now, you would think I was a 28-year-old college dropout who only lived life on the money earned from selling weed or cocaine. No one. " Roy Liechtenstein and Bridget Riley." It should be interesting. What will you do at the Gallery?" Dunno. Whatever Winnie suggests."We were seated."I want aubergine." Fine. I thought I'd like sausage. Want to share?" Let's be individual." Yes, dear." I placed our orders."I guess we could travel towards the end of June and most of July. Where do you want to go?" Melbourne, mostly. The VGA. But I'd like to visit my parents either at the beginning or end of our trip." How about we fly down for a.