Aside from my family maybe two other people knew what I’d just told this woman. A perfect stranger. For the past five years that hurt has eaten at m.... I sighed, thinking of the amazing six months I’d had with Vanessa. ‘Maybe I was too harsh, I don’t know. Thinking back I’m pretty sure I could take some of the blame for what happened. I doubt Barnes even knew I was fucking Vanessa. I was pretty damn stupid back then.’ ‘Wow,’ she said quietly. ‘I’m so sorry!’ ‘Yeah, I know.’ I said with regret in. Hassan: "Yes and no, it means it's something occasional... Or?"Me: "As much as I'd want it to be more than something occasional, I am getting to a point where I can feel like it's never going to get there. It's just... I feel the love, but I also feel uncertain about the future. It is very complicated."Hassan: "Well, as long as you're aware of pros and contras, it is good." - he answered in an encouraging tone.Hassan: "But I am certainly not the guy that takes involvement in other people's. She was tall, with long brown hair and had a larger frame, which was a good thing as she had the most delicious set of natural d-cup breasts. Her tits were capped by large nipples that would get very erect whenever she was aroused. She had had a sheltered upbringing, and had not had many boyfriends before we met. She knew, from looking at porn on the internet with me, that most women her age shaved themselves bald, but she refrained from doing so, protesting that it made her look cheap. . .. at all. But knowing what I do about our plans in the restaurant, I was hoping for a little "alone" time with you while we had a chance.I start to decline his offer when I look up at you, leaning against the back of the elevator with one foot on the floor and the other propped against the wall behind you, your knee lifting the hem of your short dress nearly to the point of exposure.The look on your face is pure feminine lust, and as I follow your gaze to the crotch of the doorman's tight.