A. Times story, and a letter, and a proxy form asking our members to give their proxies to someone named John Pacobel. I never heard of this Pacobel c...aracter, and the membership rolls show he only joined the Defenders two weeks ago." How the hell big is this mailing?" Big. Just as a guess, I'd guess that it went to every member we have." How the hell did someone do that? Who did it? And, for that matter, it takes time to get a mailing like that out. How the hell did they get out a week or so. Not only that, but I had spent so much time telling myself how much he regretted what happened that I did not know what else to say to him. I laid there for a few minutes in silence. He did not say anything else to me for a while. I decided that I did not care and I rolled back over to face the wall. Before I had the ability to fall back asleep, I felt my bed shift in weight. Nolan lifted the blanket up and crawled under. He soon had his arms wrapped around me and his head was between my. "I meant ... in the morning, I asked you if we were just a one-time thing. You said that was up to your girlfriend."I pursed my lips and thought about it. All of the discussion about Sasha had taken place Thanksgiving Day, when Brooke and DJ had pulled me into DJ's bedroom to get their "details". I'd given them the cliff notes of our sexual encounter, but we hadn't talked about the future. As far as I understood it, the "Green List" still only included Brooke, Paige, and Kim. And while I'd. Especially when Im witha girl..." Dave says as I feel myself start to blush. Why is he havingthis effect on me? And why does he look so cute?"I think it's time for me to go...." I say as I finish off my pint andstart to get up but Dave it seems has other plans. I find myself stayingwhere I am as I wait for him to speak to me again."Don't go yet hun." he says in that lovely sweet voice of his. "Stay andhave another drink. You know you want too......why fight it?" I hear himsay. I don't want to.