My body close to hers I let myself linger. My head over her shoulder I could see and feel the shallow breath as she ever so gently uncontrollably push...d back against me. With her hands, still on the controls I ran mine down the front of her life jacket and into the front of her bikini bottoms. She arched her and moaned as I found her slit. I explored every moist fold before sliding my fingers inside her. She let go of the control with one hand to undo one side of her bikini bottoms while I used. I don’t care?”Zach stood up from the couch, and moved toward the stairs. I followed him as fast as I could without raising suspicion from Lacey, straight into his room on the lower-level of the house.“What’s wrong?” He asked softly.I shut his room’s door. “Why me?”“What do you mean?”“Why do you love me? I’m pretty… but not as pretty as most of the girls you talk to. Like Lexi said earlier today… you’re absolutely gorgeous. I feel like you would be happier without me… happier and stronger. I believe we need another category of membership to our Circle for those we want to involve, but who won’t live with us or build or buy a home nearby for many reasons. As an example, I call your attention to Nancy Mason who is committed to integrate as much as she can with our group.“While we haven’t considered anybody for an affiliate membership, I think sometime soon if we’re not already there with one or two people, we will be there with others. I know two of the women I met during my trip. What kind of wedding should we have, should we keep it small, would it be best to wait until we were established in our new careers and stuff like that. I don't know if Sandy noticed my silence on the subject or not, but the truth was that I really wasn't ready for marriage. I'd seen what had happened to a lot of my friends who had tied the knot early and I did not want that for myself. I didn't want to be tied down with a wife and kids by the time I was twenty-five. I wanted to experience some.