Now Love isn’t supposed to be this complicated. At least it never is in the movies. I want a love like that: strong, passionate, never ending. Where...must I go and who must I be with to find it? If it truly exists that is. A week has passed since my depression and I had to have the talk with Murphy. He was furious, to say the least, at least I’d like to think so, but we sort of worked it out. He even agreed to accompany me tonight with the fellows. I don’t know. I expected him to say something,. It was now Monday and there was just 24 more hours to endure or enjoy dependent on your point of view. The master used May first that morning at 9 in the working bed, not in the usual way but anally, her on all fours, he was not gentle, and she felt every tiny move if her screams were anything to go on. After he had finished he requested Rose in the same manner, the weight bouncing painfully as I lead her to the bed and swinging agonisingly again as he repeated the whole performance. Rose. His dad agreed, and they settled.About a month later, Dad went to their house again, and asked if he could date their daughter Helen. Dad was twenty-six at the time, and Helen was only seventeen, but they agreed that it would be ok.Within six months, they were married. Eight months later, I was born ... supposedly, a month early. Then twenty-one months later, Belinda was born and fourteen months after that Britney was born. Mom and Dad agreed that she get her tubes tied, as they didn't want any. I couldn’t see a damn thing how was I gonna find my way back to the park and then my car? How would I make it through the bush safely without meeting up with some animal, although there are no known bears in that park there are other animals and God knows how terrified I am of snakes, (even harmless ones). I decided then I didn’t care, I would fumble my way as far as I could away from the cabin and find somewhere to rest till it got light enough to see anything, even a shadow then I would just.