She was spending two or three nights a week with me and we took short vacations together when we could. I was very much in love and she said she felt ...he same way but would not commit to sexual exclusivity when I asked. When she had explored enough of life she would let me know. In the meantime, I should enjoy what we had together.Six months before I graduated I asked her to marry me, hoping that she’d done enough “exploring”. After a lot of discussion, she agreed but couldn’t cut off her other. ”“Okay, don’t be too late back, I want you to eat before you go to that party.”“Right-o.”And I was off. I got in my car and drove to Wal-Mart in a very i*****l fashion, arriving in just 15 minutes. I bolted to the condoms, grabbed a box with a dozen condoms in it, and checked out. I took my time getting back, and made the drive last a whole half of an hour instead of 25 minutes. I drove past Tom’s house, so it wouldn’t be a complete lie that I had gone there, and arrived home approximately 50. Hollywood might have you believe that six-foot tall blondes are a dime a dozen. We're not. Especially when we're carrying around a large sports bag. I'd stand out immediately in any camera recording. I wasn't normally one who lived in a world of paranoid delusions. But I had experience being a young teen wanting to disappear from parental eyes. For several months I'd been living a dual life. Becoming adept at lies and deception. I began thinking... By the time I started to set the stage. He said his parents are okay along with a younger brother and a sister. He wants to talk with one of you two in an hour when he can get his father and mother to the radio. So, get up!”We grinned. As she came in we were on our backs with my arm around Shirley. We were covered with the sheet and a light blanket but were naked under those. “We will but you need to get out and let us get dressed. Make some coffee. We’ll be out in a minute.”She grinned and left closing the door. We got out of bed..