I feel his hand slip behind my elbow, and he softly traces his fingernails against the inside of my arm, which responds; making the tiny hairs stand o... end and my skin becomes covered in goose bumps. I manage to repress a giggle but not the shaky breath that escapes from my lips. The feeling of uncontested ecstasy that can only be found on a first date fills my chest as I subconsciously lick my lips and twirl the hair at the nape of my neck. I take a deep breath and smell a trace of his. Me: Wanna try some fun? **Expecting a no for an answer**Jaan: Yes, but don’t want to.*I got shocked and equally seriously want her to try something, I said promise me that you will never do it again if this is for one time I want you to enjoy this night, she promised and readily agreed*Me: I will call you, don’t speak anything just listen to what I am saying and reply back to me via messages, she agreed and kept her headphones and I called her.Me: jaan, love you ra, I want to be beside you to. “You mean they’re going to get away with it?”“What can I say? What can I do?”“It just makes me so ... They shouldn’t be allowed to get away with this.”“True, but I don’t think the world works that way.”She touched my arm and left me alone, with my anger growing once more. I couldn’t believe those animals were going to get away with it. I stomped to my next class and threw myself into a seat. It was French so I was able to sit alone and stew. I didn’t take in any of the lesson. In fact, I didn’t. "What can I do?" I earnestly begged her. The dread on my face was obvious and plain to see."Be a dear and loan me your coat again for the night. You just won't believe how cold I've been lately. You'll know where you can find it again when you need it.I gave her my jacket once again and before she got out of the car she gave me a little kiss on my lips. It burned and froze me both at once. It was exquisite and yet it was soul crushing. I think it was supposed to make me feel brave ... and it.