I did what he said and then I was in my bra and panty he asked even this darling ok I striped that to I was all nude my skin was glowing as I’d just...waxed yesterday so I was all clean then what next darling I asked common why are you questioning me just relaxed babe let the time heel your wounds so I by the time I’d gulped the whole bottle me wine I was turning romantic but sandy had no flavors of sex today and I was wet I need a cock every night but today every thing was going wrong then he. I nodded my head. She swiped the box of condoms on the scanner and put it in a bag. "That will be $12.37 please." I paid her and hurried out the door.I didn't relax until I reached the safety of my car. 'OK, maybe Joe was right. It wasn't so bad to buy condoms. I don't know what I was so afraid of.' I turned on the radio and drove home.It was finals week at school. Sherry and I didn't have much time together, except first thing in the morning. She seemed to have gotten over her initial fright. And even if we did, people aren't held to that anymore."He was trying to sound understanding and accepting but I could hear the weight on his heart. He thought this was the beginning of the end.He would do what he could to prevent a breakup, but he would let me go gracefully if he had to. He proved that by preventing us from driving home after drinking.I was afraid it was the beginning of the end as well. But I was handling it very differently than Jeff."Were you planning to come back to our. I want to dig my finger nails into the muscles of your back as your body tenses in orgasm. But I’m wasting my time, my only companion is silence & once again I realise what you have done, you have intensified the anticipation, like waving a red cloth at a bull & I charged blindly towards your perceived desires. Instead I wait for what comes next. Will it be pleasure, pain, torment, relief, love or lust? My wait is short lived as my head arches back as an infinite number of fingers glide their.