Her blood was all over the bed. It was not a pretty picture. I could do nothing for her.I grabbed some clothes and the pistol and exited the RV. It di...n't look like any attempt had been made to loot the RV, which was curious. It had been a good vehicle. I looked around and didn't see anyone move. I went back in and pulled the extra radios and antennas. Those items also went in the jeep. I went over to the naked body that was Sue. She had bled from between her legs and from her wound in her. ''I just got this bikini. How do you like it?'' She gave me a devilish grin, and then turned around so that I could see the back side of it. I stepped closer, pressing my chest against her back. Wrapping my left arm around her letting my hand rest just below her belly button. I placed my right hand onto her hip and slowly slip it up her side, lingering for a moment on the side of her breast then up to her shoulder. I moved her hair away from her neck and let it lay over her left shoulder.. Next day morning, I didn’t go to college. I was watching tv and suddenly signals went off. I went to our terrace to check the direction and orientation of the dish antenna and was seeing downwards. Shobha aunty was on her balcony having her tea. As I was looking downward, I saw upper part of her beautiful melons and the cleavage running into her boobs. It was an awesome view. I was fully hard in my pants. Aunty was not having her chunni. I was watching her from above and suddenly, she saw up. I. They wanted my definition and emotional response about it. I confessed I had no idea, and that all my interactions with members of the opposite sex had been for my personal gratification – out for sex and that kind of thing. I was crying. I wanted the browbeating to stop. I figured my job was cooked anyway.“They pestered me about whether I thought I was WORTHY of being loved. I realized I wasn’t worthy so long as I kept thinking of women as something to conquer, fuck, and dispose of. That was.