” I thought. I brushed my teeth and headed for bed but within minutes of lying down I knew I had to take something or I was getting no sleep. I wen... to her door and knocked quietly and then opened the door a crack. The room was dark except for the computer glowing on the far side of her bed. She had headphones on and I smiled to myself. She had always liked her music loud! Then I saw her hand moving and she pushed off the sheet and she was naked from the waist down and a dark colored. The school's nice though. However, the fact that I'm there to work seems to detract from its beauty. It must be nice for the students though.I drive into my usually parking spot and collect together my stuff. As I walk to my class room I find myself watching the students. When they arrive in the morning, they go and get together with their friends and they sit and talk about the weekend or last night's party or who John Smith is screwing around with. Me, I don't get anything like that. A few. Anxiety started to build as I could hear the mechanism of the elevator operating. I was in such a compromising position, at least they couldn't see my face but what would they think when they saw someone in underwear kneeling outside their house? The elevator stopped as I turned my head around to check. It had stopped directly above my floor and I was frozen stiff, was it someone getting in or out? I bolted into my house and stuck my head out to observe, the elevator went down and I could see. “First of all, I think it’s pretty wicked that Nicolas is being so faithful and doesn’t mind waiting. I wish more guys were like him. Second of all, what have you actually done since the toy thing?” She talks with ease, no judgement, though she never does, I relax. I don’t know what I’d do without my best friend. “I know I have gotten lucky. I don’t want to lose him though. I’m not going to do something I’m not ready for, just to keep a guy. Not even Nicolas,” I say, telling the truth. “Erm,.