Before the meeting, we had a small challenge that if I happen to impress her with a song, I would kiss her nose (That’s one thing that I had access ...o).So she said, “Well you won, You can kiss my nose.” I had to kiss her nose, then I slowly kissed on her lips and she opened her eyes wider and shocked. I went back. She was like, “What did you do? Why did you kiss me on my lips?”I said, “They were too attractive to ignore.” She said, “Idiot then why did you stop then?” Taking this as a surprise,. Taking my hand we wandered through the castle, suddenly in the dream very small in relation to it, like Alice in Wonderland going down the rabbit hole. As we passed by the multi-hued grains, the faces of our history, she would stop and point to one or another of them, asking me for that particular story, how this one had died, why had I killed that one.She seemed to know who they were, the various enemies I had brought down. I realized then that I had been telling her, all along, which ones. I just feel this is going to be setting myself up for a lifetime of cheating affairs. Both my parents are deceased and I have no siblings. I’m very confused and just don’t know who to talk to about this problem. I love my boyfriend so much and know he’ll be a great father someday. But, sexually he does not please me. I’m a very sexual person. Before I was with my fiancé, I had many lovers. I enjoy having hard, pounding sex. I just don’t know what to do. My fiancé does enjoy giving me hours of. It stayed at the top of the charts for quite a few months. It was being played regularly on all the top 40 stations. My song called out for her with all my heart and soul poured into it. There was no answer from her. As it always does time passed. My music which started as happy and full of life evolved into sad tales about people. They sold very well and I got richer, but I was still alone. I had never found another woman that could replace Angel. I would be performing on a stage somewhere.